time spent wasting is not wasted time (; This is my new tumblr blog to record my progress on my journey to skinny. I'm not in search of pity, just inspiration. It's about time I knuckle down and finally make this happen. This time I'm not giving up. Who's with me? :D
3 years ago - 29/10/10 - 10:07 AM 1 note

I won’t be using this tumblr anymore

leave a message in my ask for more info and I will get back to you asap.
To anons that have messaged me I’m not replying to anons from now on

3 years ago - 23/10/10 - 5:02 PM 32 notes

1554) I miss the feeling of my bones. Against my skin. Against anything I leaned against, sat against. I miss my chest hurting and my heart rate being slow. I miss having my clothes fall down constantly. Always needing new ones. I miss not wanting to eat. I miss having control. I miss not wanting to jump off a bridge every time I look in the mirror. Crying when I have to get dressed and nothing fits right. It is incredibly wrong. But I don’t care. It hurts.

(via chasing-heartbeats-deactivated2)

3 years ago - 23/10/10 - 4:18 PM Notes
"I want to be so incredibly little that no matter what I wear, how I move, how I sit or when I bend, there is nothing bulging, nothing hanging, nothing moving and nothing there."
3 years ago - 22/10/10 - 8:51 PM 4 notes

092010; nobody knows

nobody sees how i stare at other girls’ legs. how i eye their gap and look at how thick their thighs are. i’ll see girls that are half the size of mine, i’ll see girls with perfect legs, perfect bodies, a small waist. nobody sees how when i think of them, i feel like a failure. nobody knows that i think about how they got there, whether or not they starved themselves or not. nobody knows.

then i think, that could be me.

if i tried.

can i try now?

(Source: belibone)

4 years ago - 17/10/10 - 11:38 PM Notes

this reminds me of the dolce and gabbana light blue pour homme campaign.


this reminds me of the dolce and gabbana light blue pour homme campaign.

(via iamelese)

4 years ago - 17/10/10 - 11:20 PM 964 notes

(Source: bekunia28, via chasing-heartbeats-deactivated2)

4 years ago - 12/10/10 - 10:58 PM 220 notes
4 years ago - 12/10/10 - 10:57 PM 79 notes

(Source: kinksngrimes, via openlies-deactivated20110110)

4 years ago - 12/10/10 - 12:19 PM 251 notes
4 years ago - 12/10/10 - 11:31 AM 15 notes

(Source: thin-101)